OMG!!!! i'm sooooo tired and I'm not even half done with what i'm supposed to do.... I can't anymore.... i'm phsically and mentally drained!!!! I haven't finished all the preparations for the retreat tomorrow... then after the retreat... i'll be having my leadership training.. after my leadership training the following week, i'll be in-charge of the outreach again.... just thinking about my full agenda makes me weak!!!! I'm thinking about not going to school tomorrow and just sleep the whooooole day... but then again bday ni tor and nikki... hehehe... so i better get back to my typing mass assignments and assistant coordinators..... pray for my health guys...

earlier, i was thinking of jumping off the highest floor in the renaissance building... i'm getting anxiety attacks again.... gosh!!!! but then again someone saved me from my suicidal ways.... someone made me realize that there's still a lot of things to look forward to in life... and i guess that jumping off one of the tallest buildings in the metro is not really that discrete but then again i'm a sucker for dramatic endings.... i think i'd rather die in an instant than experience the slow piercing pain of other forms of death like a certain illness.... I'd rather have the dramatic kind of death than the boring premeditated ending.....


anyway.... i only knew [through one of sir velarde's lectures] that it was really flor contempacion who killed delia something [forgot the surname]... so after her death... after a number of prayer vigils and protests for her-- five years after... the forensic experts proved that it was really flor contemplacion's fault.... so in short sayang lang....


hay.... pinapaalala ko lang sa mga taong may magandang loob na gawan ako ng palanka for my upcoming retreat.... maraming salamat... i love you.....

REMINDERS sa mga classmates ko sa retreat... utang na loob wag naman sanang kalimuta ang mga mass assignments, the bell ringer, prayer leaders and other assignments.... OK???? un lang


WO TAO YAN WO JI SHI!!!!!

sorry for the ka ekekan

I watched the ateneo-lasalle match to see lasalle win... what the hell happened.... 'tang ina... i'm sorry for the foul words.... shet they collapsed!!!!! punyeta!!!!!!! conclusion: i miss you mike